My brain is in a mess and I can’t say a word.

"Miss, thank you. We don’t want a colleague to contact his driver." Then we hung up.
As soon as my bag fell to the ground, I didn’t know why. Fortunately, my sight was blurred in front of the supermarket.
"What should I do?" I muttered, and soon I made a decision and ran to the side of the road to stop the car.
"Miss, your things …" Someone was calling me from behind, but I couldn’t hear the fastest way to get into the taxi.
On the way to the airport, I turned to Ouyang Xue’s words, but no one answered me. I turned to Gu Yisheng’s words again and thought about it so much that I broadcast it. But the result was the same. No one answered me, and I was almost desperate. Suddenly I remembered that Zou Ruoxi had called me a few days ago, but I didn’t have her number, so I rummaged through the phone records. Fortunately, I remembered that I found the strange and somewhat impressive number in a short time.
At this moment, someone finally answered the phone at the other end.
"Hello Tong Tong elder sister" Zou Ruoxi sounds sweet.
"Your brother fainted at the airport. Call his cell phone quickly. The airport staff is taking him to the hospital," I said quickly.
"Ah, that … that hangs up first." That girl’s reaction is fast
I still feel flustered when I hang up the phone. When I talk, he still feels dizzy … It seems that the illness can’t be entrusted any more.
When I arrived at the airport and looked at the sea of people, I rushed to the ticket office sweating and asked that the ticket for flying to Beijing that day was gone. It was the peak period in Spring Festival travel rush that I couldn’t buy a ticket without a reservation root. I was so depressed that I was about to cry.
At this time, my mobile phone rang, and I seemed busy picking it up.
"Hello" my voice is in tears.
"It’s me"
Tears welled up in my eyes when I heard Zou Chen’s voice. "What happened to you … blare … I thought I couldn’t buy a ticket in the past."
"Don’t cry, I’m fine." His voice was weak, and my heart was in a mess. Then he asked, "Where are you now?"
"I’m at the airport … I want to go there." I muttered, and now I want to fly to him.
"I’m fine. Don’t worry. It’s rush hour in Spring Festival travel rush, and people everywhere are upset. Go back and listen."
"No, I miss you … I want to see you now." I twisted.
Suddenly, the sound at the other end was a little messy, and then I heard Zou Ruoxi shouting "Brother, give me your mobile phone, and I told her that you should go in with the doctor quickly", and then Zou Ruoxi pronounced "Sister Tong Tong" in the words.
"Ruoxi, how is your brother?"
"It’s okay. You’re already in the hospital."
"It’s nothing. Then why did he suddenly faint and his voice sounded weak?" I took a nose and still burst into tears.
Zou Ruoxi took a deep breath at the other end and said, "You know … if he doesn’t have surgery, he will always do this. He will be fine when the fever goes down. Don’t worry, he is now in the emergency room and I will call you when the fever goes down. Now I have to go in and watch him."
"Good mobile phone keeps smooth communication at any time." I finally came to my senses.
I hung up, and I was in the hallway wondering if I should book the earliest and fastest flight. My cell phone suddenly rang again. If it was an old villa, my eyelids jumped. I had a bad feeling.
"Hey, Tong Tong, where are you? Come back quickly. Your father seems to be dying." The words were just followed by Zhang Ma’s anxious voice accompanied by crying
I felt dizzy for a while, so I settled down and said, "Don’t panic, I’ll go back at once." I hung up and rushed out of the airport. I asked the girl who was just about to take a taxi to give me the car.
Lu, I shook my hand and called Guo Jing to ask him to give me the attending doctor for me. It was a temporary rescue.
It seems that this year has been a good one.
When I get back to the old villa, it’s a little late. Lao Zhang, Zhang Ma and Guo Yanyan, both caregivers, are sitting and getting up when they see me coming back.
"Tong Tong, you finally came back. The doctor is giving first aid in your father’s bedroom." Lao Zhang was greeted by a red eye.
I was so busy that I went into my father’s bedroom. Guo Jing was on the side, and wuyue came. Dr. Zhao injected my father’s arm again. They looked dignified.
"What happened?" I approached the bedside and gasped. I saw my father leaning against the bedside with his eyes closed and his lips slightly red. I heard my eyelids suddenly open, but they were blurred.
Dr. Zhao got up from the needle and shook his head at me. He said, "Have something to say quickly." He took the lead out of the door. Guo Jing and wuyue looked at each other and went out, by the way.
I heaved a sigh and sat down on the bed, holding my father’s hand. In fact, I was already skinny.
"Dad, can you hear me?" I gently call him.
My father slowly turned his head to look at me, and his eyes were clearer than before. He raised his lip angle at me. "Tong Tong, dad, it’s good to look at you when you leave."
"Dad" I didn’t know what to say at the moment, but the question that I had been holding in my heart made me even more difficult to ask.
"Don’t be sad. I’ll see your mother soon. You should make me happy." My father’s spirit suddenly improved and he took a breath and slowly said, "My most regret for so many years is that I didn’t believe your mother because I was too narrow-minded. This is all my karma."
He said with a smile on his mouth, and his eyes became soft. He said, "Your mother and I have always been classmates from junior high school to high school. From junior high school, she is not only the beauty of the school, but also the excellent family conditions. She is almost a princess in everyone’s heart. I liked her from the first time I saw her, but she was like the sky and the stars were out of reach. I could secretly like her from a distance.
It is estimated that the boy who chased her can go around Rongcheng three times, but she seems interested in learning and never pays attention to those fanatical pursuers. Her classmates have talked to her for six years, but every time I leave a deep impression, it always makes me remember for a long time.
Your mother is gentle and kind-hearted, but if she is harder than a man when she commits a crime, there are so many boys that she refuses, and then gradually no one dares to provoke her. I always learn to look for her, but the problem is getting closer and closer to her.
However, after the college entrance examination, she took the Tsinghua exam, and I got a three, which made her even farther away. She was like a dream in my heart, but it was always unforgettable.
During my four years in college, I rarely saw her, and I met her twice at the summer party. I never thought about writing to her again, but when I thought of her refusal to be human, I flinched again. I would rather be an ordinary friend and greet her than be directly ignored.
Until that night.
Chapter one hundred and fifty-seven Father’s funeral
Until that night.
That night, when I was walking back from the seaside road after the night shift, I saw a girl looking at her feet in the river, and the feet of the river were still moving out a little. At that time, I broke out in a cold sweat and threw my bike and ran away. I hugged her when she was about to jump.
I couldn’t believe it when I saw her face clearly.
Your mother was in tears and her face was white and gray. I had never seen her so desperate. Later, I took her to my place. She cried for a long time without saying a word. I shouldn’t have saved her. I didn’t let her go anyway. I don’t know what will happen to her because of her good conditions and Tsinghua architecture. I have to choose that extreme way to know myself.
I took a leave of absence and visited her at home for three days. For the first two days, she didn’t eat or drink. I fed her hard. I asked her what she wanted to commit suicide. She didn’t want to say anything, so I didn’t ask. Later, I realized from her vomiting symptoms that I asked her who the baby was, and she wouldn’t say anything. I was angry at that time. I was angry that she didn’t care about herself, and I hated the man who got her pregnant and was irresponsible.
I had a drink that day, and I told her that if that man didn’t want to be responsible, I would like to be the father of the child. If she wanted to be, I would treat the child in her belly as myself. That was my truth. She was shocked when she heard that I couldn’t eat like that. I borrowed wine to tell her that I had a crush on her for six years and wanted her. There was nothing I couldn’t do.
Maybe she was moved by me, or maybe she had to go, and finally she promised me.
On the fourth day, she took me home and said that she was going to marry me. Your grandfather was very angry at that time, and he could not accept him to lead his daughter to marry a third-rate school. I beat me up severely. I took the opportunity to admit my mistake and add your mother to show my determination. Although he didn’t agree, he thought that the child in your mother’s belly could finally stop, but he asked me to be adopted in law because my family was so poor and your mother was his only daughter.
Although my family is poor, my parents don’t want their children to be adopted by their parents in other people’s homes, which is a disgrace to their ancestors. Later, your mother promised them that when the children were born, they would give me their surname, and then reluctantly agreed.
At that time, I was very grateful to her for her understanding and secretly vowed to make her happy in the future.
Although your grandfather doesn’t like me very much after marriage, it’s not difficult for me. Your mother’s belly is getting bigger every day, and her body is becoming more and more inconvenient for me. It’s the happiest time in my life. Every day, I take her hand and walk around the community, and then I go to buy her favorite strawberry ice cream. Watching her fill my heart like a little greedy cat is like soaking in candied fruit. Washing her hair after returning home has become my favorite thing to do.
At that time, I wished I couldn’t work half a day and then go back to accompany her, but I couldn’t. I had to work harder than ever.